There is a cuddly new experience happening here in the east bay/SF area. Lower chakras hum like ferrari, purr like kitty laying in a sunny spot. Feeling held n embraced. Connecting to most innovative and unique people. Speculating if it's the emergence and shaping in the form of abundance + free expression, or have we been attracting each other all this time?
Ecstatic dance was busy/fun/packed/sweaty/restful/playful and experimental. At times, arguing with my sexual energy rising, protruding n realizing...whoa, this is the pure form of passion/desire - is the same way. Matter from nothing, or the nothing that becomes instantly seen. Maybe it's been forming for epochs in the ethers, flirting with intention and intuition, where one second=a millenia. Time-space bending in vortexes of suspension + quickness. A wonder creation birthing, weaving in accordance with each others' reach for the celebration.
AAAHH cannot help it
but fall in
and die
and rebirth
at the happy coincidences
when stepping away from what is known,
giving it all away to experience
what is happening now.
What is being created right now.
It is wombsday
Mystified/mystical/magical at this level of sorcery (sourcery) the siddhi sensory feats experienced. Stimulating the formation over the sorting and spacing required as ideas gain roots into Mama. Flow minus pretentious attitude hierarchy. A way carved out of effortless gathering, endless cultivating, the practice of loving n serving. A healthy expression of
'I can bloom with you' 'I am understood' 'I am ease in presence.'
I am comfortable with who I am here. How did I not? Of course...I didn't know. But now I do. If there is no wondering about what 'they' think, then what happens? The energy is unobstructed, unraveling from Source, like Kauai spring water, so highly structured its actually chunky n chewy. This is the bindu we seek to inhabit.
On my mind is healthy maintenance. Why not make love? Make monkey? Make it happen without worry? This cannot be new, certainly, the idea of re-purpose-ing, bonding, and seeing what happens when X is placed on Y like so. No fear. Mistakes desirable for increased bandwith for billions of avenues in a settled mind on what it 'thinks' it knows. Maybe it does, or maybe it doesn't...so be it.
There is an honor in divining self. There is a self-honoring that has is arrived, that allows worthiness to steep and infuse until 'of course' moment, here we are, part of it.
Magic accelerating at curious inventors pace, with muppet mad scientist hair. There is all the time (in the universe), and is right.on.time (ha, divine!) Too fast, or too in media, or too in rush-hour, Delta brain wave frequency-inducing 'asleep' there...unless willing to deviate, live in open stillness with moments of agitation and just.love. Just love here, there, everywhere at once. Trust it like making love for hours without penetration. Better to succumb to irritation for wiser negotiations instead to dust it with precious white-lite wand. No more time for spiritual wieners, it has to be said.
It's not in the 'saying' (always) that is the part, but in the doing. What is meant/what is tried/what is given/what is kept, tossed, set aside for later...what is coming? Sum of actions like boomerang, so be/do something worth revisiting 'Do best You Can' place. Irritations bypass + circumventing, orbiting, perhaps exploding midair while under observation. That too, is real. Organized thought-feels are divided and catagorized by vibration. Sifting, sorting, silvery shimmy shake down.
To pair in a dream
Is not the same
as ego-dreaming
as fairy tale
imagination tail
